2015: End Of Year Thoughts.

I think if there's anything about this year that's very obvious is that this is the year I really entered middle age.

For one thing, almost all of the hair on my face is pretty much white. What hair I have left on my head is still its original color, which annoys me further. I finally get attention from women, but it's always in the 'oh look at that kind distinguished elderly man with his granddaughter' crap.

Which on that note, I never bought into that whole 'men are so attractive when they are older bullshit'. The only reason women say that is to make themselves look and feel younger than they really are.

I finally did something about the soreness in my hands and started wearing braces on my wrists whenever I type.

I got sick - and more often. In fact, I got so sick in the last week or so, the last time I missed so much work was about ten years ago. So many of the problems from last year I've nearly forgotten about due to all the new issues.

But more than that - I realized this year this I've been completely behind on just about all pop culture for the last 10-15 years, and I don't really give a fuck.

I did write two more albums. Okay really more like 10 songs on one and nine on another (I'll add the last track as an instrumental). But even there, I could've finished that last records months ago, and I more or less waited till the end of the year.

Finally got a bonus this year - most of it I'm sure will be spent on all the medical bills I'll accrue in the New Year.

Hottest year on record - life will get worse.

Saw the new Star Wars movie - just a reboot of the original Stars Wars movie (though admittedly despite not liking any of that director's work, I didn't think it was that bad).

I did start setting some things in motion at work on getting closer to where I want to go - we'll see how it and the rest of 2016 goes.